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[02 Jan 2005|12:56am] |
I think im quitting Lj.
Because it gets old.
Not that everyone on here doesn't rule though.
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[01 Jan 2005|11:39am] |
Last night was pretty good i'd say.
Went to the show. The bands were mediocore. I was kindof dissapointed by the Thunders.
After that, went to some party.
I tried getting drunk but for some reason it did not work. So I smoked instead.
Then it turned 2005 and I got really happy.
New year kisses from drunk people. And watching people being excited was fun.
Then Lisa, Nick, Michael & I went back to Nicks.
Watched Shaun of the Dead. I don't really remember it, it was kind of funny though. But it was neat.
New Years Resolutions.
1-Dont drink -no scratch that one.
2-Dont drink pop.
3-Dont smoke. Cigarettes, that is.
4-TRY to understand things more, instead of getting pissed off.
Im in a pretty good mood. I think I can keep those resolutions.
HAPPY 2005.
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[30 Dec 2004|06:13pm] |
Oh my. I am in a DAMN good mood.
And people bother me. But I don't care.
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[29 Dec 2004|09:36pm] |
Steff has a fog machine and I can't see anything.
Walked the dogs today. Went to the store. Went to Steffs. Got high. Yep, good fun. It put all of us in a great room. I love it.
Yes.
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[29 Dec 2004|01:09am] |
I AM 18% WHITE TRASH!  I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box. |
Hahah.
That would be true, except the only wine I find good is from a box.
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[28 Dec 2004|12:36am] |
So I love my friends.
And going to Dennys with them. Ranting about things.
Because it's fun.
I hate tv.
...
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[27 Dec 2004|02:30am] |
If I don't think about it, life rules.
If I do, it sucks.
But everything sucks if I think about it too long.
Why can't I be a mindless piece of shit?
No, i'd rather not, but it would be easier.
I don't want to die.
I love my friends.
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[26 Dec 2004|12:50am] |
Christmas was so mediocore. And I hate the word mediocore.
I got some stuff I wanted. Alot of gift cards.
My uncle asked me if I had a nigger boyfriend. Whew. That was pretty funny, except, he was serious. My mom's side is too damn Oklahoman.
Went to my dads. Got more gum. I have so much.
We went to the movies. Both argued with his girlfriend about war & guns on the way.
She disagrees with everything we say, and it drives me crazy. Mostly because she yells about it.
Saw Spanglish. SO BAD. Don't see it. Then the end of The Aviator. It was too long.
Dad took me home, we argued about how his girlfriend is so wrong. #&@)# He needs a new one, that doesn't lay on the couch all the time. But shes still cool.
I want to sleep. I've been up since 7. But I just can't, and I hate it. Fuck sleeping.
I told Steff i'd go shopping with her tomorrow. I hate shopping. But I want to see Steff.
Hell, I want to go back to school. School keeps my mind off things. I wish I could choose when to have my break. Life has just been so boring lately, and its really getting to me. I musn't let it. I must do something about that.
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[25 Dec 2004|01:32pm] |
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Merry Christmas.
( mhm )
yes i stole that from bekah [I hope I spelled that right!].
And ...I hope everyones having a good holiday. Im off to the grandmas.
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[24 Dec 2004|03:48pm] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE.
Even if you don't celebrate Christmas, oh well.
I think Christmas is more widely celebrated not just because most people are christians or whatever, just that christmas is alot easier to sell. Who else puts useless lights all around their house, buys mass amounts of presents, and a big tree? I dont know, but I love it. It rules.
We're keeping my cousins cat until tonight so they can suprise my little cousin. I want to keep it. It rules.
Anyways.
Yeah.
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[23 Dec 2004|11:39pm] |
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I feel drunk, not drunk, just as if I have drank a whole bottle of vodka. The bottom of my stomach is burning.
I just feel really weird.
I should get out and do more this break. Because school doesn't sound half bad right now.
So Christmas should hurry up, because im ready to get it over with.
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[22 Dec 2004|12:57am] |
So stealing patriotic ribbon magnets off peoples cars makes my break. Most fun thing ever.
Except the ones that say "Keep my husband safe"..yeah I felt bad.
But Support the troops & God bless the USA look better all over Elle's car.
I like Denny's more than IHOP.
Yep.
Jody's back in town. It's crazy. I haven't seen her since June. She's the exact same, but I guess that's good.
Yeeeeeep.
Bought my mom a gift with my christmas money.
She better like it.
Or else.
& got Kristin a little something.
I have nothing to say.
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[20 Dec 2004|08:34pm] |
I've decided when im at home and bored, South Park rules.
"Why can't we stick grandma in a nursing home closer to us so i dont have to drive 6 hours to get a GODDAMN PRESENT"
hahahaha.
Good times.
Uhm, I think i'll give everyone a hug for christmas. I'll give them with love, since it's the thought that counts, right?
-Hug-
Yea im bored.
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[19 Dec 2004|07:55pm] |
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( survey i stole from steff. )</font></div>
yeah, that was a depressing surevy. this past year has been pretty blah. damn.
2005 should be better.
or good.
i will be positive about it.
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[19 Dec 2004|01:36pm] |
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I give this weekend a 9.5
Friday - Went to Ninas. Lindley came over, went to IHOP with Jared, Scott, Jeff ..and other people. Benji came and messed up the table so we had to leave. It was good to see people.
Saturday- Steff came over. Straylight Run show. Good stuff. Some guy tried to makeout with the chick in the band, and that was somewhat exciting. Went to Bueno with Austin, Kim, Zach, Steff & Sarah. Kim and Steff stayed the night ...it was cool.
TODAY- Lisa called, so me her and Steff went out to breakfast. Thrift stores, then Groovy threads where I found this REALLY fucking cool purse with RBW intials. Pissed me off, but oh well. Steff had to go home, so im going to my cousins birthday party in a minute.
Yes, life is good. I haven't been worried or thought of anything stressful at all this weekend. Maybe a little, but jesus, life is good.
I'm going to try and finish this book this break, so I think i'll get back to that..
( after i post useless pictures of course. )
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[17 Dec 2004|04:26pm] |
IT'S WINTER BREAK.
Oh yeah.
I'm going to go enjoy my break and I will update this later.
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[16 Dec 2004|10:08pm] |
So today was good, yet depressing.
Went to on the border with Britt, Robbie & Jillian, and Zach.
Left, went to see Britts friend.
She took me home and cried. I've never seen her cry.
Okay, well this once I saw her eyes water.
But still.
It was so sad.
I'll miss my buddy so much.
And the shows cancelled Saturday,
But I think we're going to Straylight Run.
Which is cool too, because they have some good music.
Last night Tommy called me.
It was so random. He hasn't in like a year.
I asked him what he had been up too, and he said "cleaning up from a bad experience"
So maybe everyones done with all that coke shit.
Or I hope so, just for their own sake.
Oh yeah. Britt & I went to Mardels tonight.
Hahah fun stuff. I had no idea Further Seems Forever was a christian band.
Or 12 stones.
And there was more suprises, but I forgot.
Then I picked up an "educational" book.
And one page said "The Christian part of the government"
I wanted to tear it up, becuase that is NONEXISTANT.
Or well ...i've never found it.
An actual written part that is.
Our president is a walking example, in a way.
Which reminds me, I went to the KKK site the other day.
Because I was trying to find out which governer of Oklahoma was in it.
Since our teacher told us last year there was, but I forgot who.
And it said " If you are attempting to "convert" us don't bother. We are born-again Christians and intend to remain so."
Yeah, and guess who's a born again Christian?
DING DING DING.
I suppose they're not all bad.
Well.
I haven't met one that isn't.
Lame lyrics, becuase I can.
we bottled and shelved all our regrets
let them ferment and came back to our senses
drove back home and slept a few days
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be
all these lines fall short of what i had in mind
a failed attempt to capsulize a feeling
so i just try fail and try and try again
someday i swear i'm going to get it
because i'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is
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[15 Dec 2004|08:38pm] |
Sorry Britt Died: is it possible to cry so much that you cant cry anymore
That question sounds very emotional, yet valid. IS it possible you can cry so much there is no liquid left, or tears? Now this will bother me.
I've became fond of the sciene channel lately. Bill Nye the science guy was on tonight! Yeah, hes awesome.
I'm starting to really miss Jenks. Because I hate seeing pictures of everyone just hanging around after school and shit, I feel like i'm missing out on my whole school experience. And I only see my friends on weekends. Yeah, I hate it. I just need some new surroundings all together.
0AngryCereal0o: ....NIGGER.
teenage trooper: ...SLUT.
o0AngryCereal0o: ......POOPY PANTS.
But being able to talk to the friends all the time makes it better.
I don't want a car. I want a bike. One without FLAT TIRES.
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